I have become obsessed with the story of the attack on the USS Liberty by Israel June 8, 1967.
I first learned about a few years ago and their story had so many similarities to what I, and I imagine millions of others, experienced as a child and teen dealing with child abuse. Abuse of "Authority" is Abuse of "Authority" no matter what the size.
In my experience child abuse gas become way too normalized.I know in my soul that there is a connection between what happened to the crew of the USS Liberty and child abuse survivors.
The survivors of the USS Liberty were sacrificed just like victims of child abuse. If this is what "authority" can do to the crew of the Liberty imagine what abusive "authority" does to even more vulnerable people.
These 2 issues are intrinsically linked. That is how this Gov rolls. It sacrifices people for its own ends and doesn't care about the carnage it inflicts. Its supposed to be the other way around; authority acting in the interests of those they're supposed to protect. But, its been the other way around for decades.
Because I have been censored and sacrificed for about 52 years like those on the Liberty it's very difficult to speak, share. I have no group to belong to, no organization like the Liberty crew.
I have only myself to speak and care about myself. No one else. How can a person stand up for themselves by themselves?
The fact is, no one cares about me but me. Surrounded by Enemies. That’s how I've lived for over 50 years. Who is there to care? Who is there to help? Is there anyone in a position to help? Or are too many people not in a position or are there are just too many people in need and Traumatized?
If the crew of the USS Liberty can't get justice what are the chances survivors of child abuse will?
What happened to the USS Liberty is the MACRO version of what happens to victims of child abuse. You simply get sacrificed so abusers and Failures in "authority" can get away with it. Its obvious that if on June 8 1967 the "president" of the US can say outloud that he doesn't care if 294 crew aboard the Liberty DIE, the ship sink in order to not make their "ally" Israel look bad that is EXACTLY what this Gov thinks of the people of this country; DISPOSABLE.
Even though I knew nothing about the Liberty in the 70s I was living a version of it. Everything the Liberty survivors describe i have felt for over 50 years; completely abandoned by those who who thought were on your side, total betrayal, totally alone, guilted, shamed, criminalized, at war with your body that can't help but have a normal response to happened to you, forced to try and shut your body up, murder yourself.
It’s a TOTAL WAR on Health and Nature.
The Liberty survivors speak of seeing Israeli planes flying overhead that day before the attack giving them a sense of security knowing their allies were there.
To have enemies disguised as "allies" is one of the worst things to feel. I can't stop talking about child abuse and the abusive "family" because i can't believe there isn't more outrage about it.
There is NOTHING more betraying than the abuse of a parent toward a child. NOTHING. It proves a total breakdown of the system and yet, where’s the outrage?
BETRAYED BY THOSE YOU BELIEVE ARE ALLIES
That is what the story of the attack on the USS Liberty reminds me of. The Complete betrayal of those purported to be trustworthy and reliable. When I becomes 100 % clear that who you should expect to be on your side are, instead, trying to harm and kill you, its absolutely terrifying. I lived it my entire life and it hasn’t ended.
A LIFE THREATENING SITUATION
Child abuse and neglect IS a life threatening situation. Even if your physical life isn't being threatened at a given moment, your physical, emotional life IS threatened and under attack when you’re a child in a neglectful environment.
The rest of your life is at stake. The health and quality of your life is at stake. Child abuse and neglect Is the perfect crime really. Can soul murder a person without actually physically murdering them. Can mistreat someone to such a point that they function against their own interests.
THREATENED IF YOU SPEAK ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED
The Liberty survivors speak of the threats of prison they received if they spoke about what happened to them. Threatened with Levinworth or worse.
Many of them kept silent for decades. I guess that was my mistake. I didn't keep quiet since the 70s.
Survivor, Lewis, spoke of having his "career" killed if he spoke about what happened. Me, who lived abuse as a child and teen in the 70s didn't know any better and my body intuitively stood up to the abuser. Fought hard for years and spoke Truth to “power”. Doing so ended up being torture because the more I pushed back the more retaliation came back.
Abusers NEVER admit they’re wrong. NEVER take responsibility. NEVER acknowledge your side or rights. It’s ALL about them.
If the circumstances were different I might not have fought back. I clearly felt I was in a position to do it so I did. I spent years being psych/physically tortured by "authority" who, just like the Liberty survivors; you are here to be sacrificed, your experience, pain, harm and life do not count.
A healthy person is going to live and behave like their life counts. The very thing "authority" doesn't want. Whether its the military or a "parent", too many who abuse "authority" behave like they can use and dispose of those with lower rank.
That that is exactly what subordinates are for. When the Reality and how its supposed to go is exactly the other way around.
This is how too many "parents" became traitors. They cave in to the Abusive "power" running this country instead of doing what the Liberty survivors are doing and speaking out and fighting back.
If Parents don’t defend their children who will? Then there’s a total breakdown.
This is most certainly what parents should be doing for their children instead of acting like the Treasonous, power tripping, egomaniac scumbags who betrayed the Liberty crew.
I despise abusers and those who enable them. I lived it since 1971.
LBJ SAID HE DIDN’T CARE IF THE CREW WERE KILLED AND SHIP SANK, HE WASNT GOING TO LET ISRAEL LOOK BAD.
Again, the same way the abusive, dysfunctional "family" and community function. The vulnerable get sacrificed in order to not make people in "power" look bad or be embarrassed.
So the vulnerable, healthy truth tellers have to be sacrificed not for anything just or good, like the military leads you to believe. But, to allow abusers to escape true justice and the rightful consequences of their actions.
Soldiers going off to war and children abused at "home" are being sacrificed not for freedom or justice but, to save face of the deviant, illegitimate person, people in "authority".
If people in "power" were legitimate authority they would never ask the very people they're supposed to protect to be sacrificed. Sacrificing who and what should be protected and defended more than anything is backwards logic. it’s a DEAD GIVE AWAY SIGN OF AN ABUSER.
WHY DIG INTO WHAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE DEFENDED?
In all these decades of the public falling for the LIE of the military "fighting for our freedoms" all while the public has lost and never even had freedom for decades. I know this because I lived it. Being programmed since I was very young to sacrifice myself for an incompetent, abusive "parent".
Its supposed to be the other way around. People in "power" think its the position ONLY that counts even when it's obvious they're not legitimate.
True authority gives and is there to raise and support the inexperienced. Not be there for themselves at the expense and exploitation of the vulnerable.
THE LIBERTY SURVIVORS ARE THE ONES WHO ARE CRIMINALIZED AND GAGGED FOR DECADES
I am still, to this day, like the Liberty survivors but with much less support, the one who was censored and made the bad guy for exposing truth about "authority".
I would have never believed in a million years that we live in a country where speaking simple facts, truth and standing up for what’s right would destroy one’s life.
All I did was be on my own side because no one else was. Fighting for myself by myself for over 50 years.
Those right around me wanted NOTHING more than for me to SHUT UP. Words like "get over it" were used but, the fact is, no one truly wanted you to get over it or they would have helped you to.
What they really wanted was for you to just Keep quiet. Shut your healthy body up and the facts, as if that’s even possible.
Our countries endless war with GOD and the laws of nature that it tries endlessly to crush and dominate. It's never been any Oligarch or "elite" who's violated my rights or treated me like my life has no value.
It's always been "family" and others right around me who've acclimated themselves to the Low Standard that this country has set since I've been alive.
WHO NEEDS ENEMIES WHEN YOU HAVE "ALLIES?"
The same message the Liberty survivors learned is the same lesson too many of us learned as children in a place we should be the most defended.
When no one is defending children something is VERY WRONG.
I don’t think many people have ANY idea what they’ve been sowing for decades. “Raising” and enabling Sociopath “leaders” instead of healthy adults can’t possibly bring nutritious fruit.
To think of a child with total trust and dependency on a parent who betrays that trust is the worst betrayal there is.
All my life I wanted the answer to my question; where is the standard? How is a Healthy Family system supposed to function?
There must be some boundary, line drawn to define where things should be at and where those around me were.
Some way to measure, a kind of Family version of Rules of Engagement. There must be something showing a level of decency to function at. Some way of measuring when Authority falls short of the mark.
Let's just acknowledge the target was missed and practice aiming better. There seemed to be NO standard at all for how "parents" behave and treat their own children.
They could literally be as harmful and abusive as they wanted with impunity. This has been the point I've been gaslit for making and standing up against for over 50 years.
"Authority" could literally do whatever they wanted. Miss the target completely, never have to acknowledge it, never had to admit wrong doing, certainly didn't have to apologize or take steps to improve.
We all just live in One never ending vicious cycle of incompetence and abuse. Pretending those in "authority" are legitimate indefinitely despite the glaring evidence to the contrary.
You’re never allowed to say, “Authority” is fraudulent. But, i did over and over through the decades.
I was constantly guilted, shamed and gaslit by those around me as a child, teen, young adult and to this day for doing Exactly what has been needed in this country for decades.
To call abusers in "power" out for who they were. To give "authority" honest critical feedback, healthy mirroring, challenge them so they can get better oriented and move towards better alignment.
The endless enabling of those in "authority", coddling by others around me who made excuses for failed leaders only succeeded in creating even MORE deviant “leaders”.
It doesn't help the "authority" to be enabled to continue to deviate. This blatant disregard for facts, natural law that I've lived with for over 50 years was by those who were supposed to be Family and neighbors. If this is how so many get treated by their own Family who needs enemies? Or government?